The thing that I won here now on NZ freeski open, is great. But the thing about this, that belive that I will REALLY appreciate when I grow older is that I have at least tried as mutch as I can to reach something that I nerver thought a girl like me would be able to do. I'm really thankfull that I havnt given up on myself.
When I was standing on start I was really nervous. Often I'm not. Guess my body felt that it has been a long summer, without skiing. Anyway when I started it felt focused. Then I don't remember anything. Remember that I went through finishline and thought 'Lotten you could have done that little better'. But then I realised that the audience and judgers was stoked. Sooo... Yeah! :)